The story of a girl....

this is the story of a girl....
a girl who always cheerful....
n always a step forward then every one else.....
she always think about her future.....
n she already had a plan for her future....
but now....
everything change......
all of her plan.....
is ruin.....
because.....
she fell in love.....
and she started 2 think.....
she's not good enough.....
she's not good in giving advice 2 people.....
she's not so good at her studies.....
she's not a good leader as she was before.....
she's not a good writer as people say she was.....
she's not even a better person then her enemy.....
her life....
is not as she plan 3 years ago.....
she lost everything....
her bestfriend.....
her family....
her one and only love.....
her future.....
everything.....
now.....
she's sitting in front of her computer.....
writing in her blog.....
about her disaster life.....
tears keep falling....
and no one is listening 2 her yearning.....
one thing that she had now is.....
nothing.....
her future seems 2 be so dark and unclear.....
what will happen next????
is she will survive this painful life????
or will she give up in her life.....
n end up killing her self????
what ever will happen next.....
she's ready for it.....
she just hope.....
everybody else ready 4 it.....