Patah hati.....

sedih gler nieyh....
hua!!!!
sedih nyer....
rs cam nk bunuh diri jer....
hati ku hancur....
jiwa ku remuk....
x sggp nk hidup agi....
TIDAK!!!!
semuanya pasti tidak akan sama sprti dulu....
nk tau pe citer????
TVXQ x jd dtg m'sia!!!!
hua!!!!
sedih nyer....
dramatik pulak aku nieyh....
sedih tul....
tp xper....
hdp mesti diteruskn....
mcm mati laki lak aku nieyh....
hahaha!!!!

hmm....
aku jumpa balik kwn lama aku....
diaorg ada yg dh brubah....
ada yg stay mcm dulu....
yg brubah tuh....
ada brubah lg baik dr dulu....
ada lg truk dr dulu....
hmm....
no cmmnt ah ttg dorang....

aku tgk jiran aku yg x gne 2 an....
makin hari....
makin ensem lak....
did i just said that????!!!!
aku rs aku ni dh gler kowt....
ishk!!!!
qistina....
back 2 reality....
u have 2....

well....
caiyok!!!!
fighting!!!!
TVXQ is the best!!!!

A day out with my family....

my new pair of shoes....
lawa x????
hehehe.....
mula2 nk beli warna hitam....
tp xder saiz....
so belilah warna putih....
still stylo....
hahaha!!!!
harga dia pun lawa gak....

kluarga ku yg sibuk shopping dkt sogo....
nk beli apa tu mama????
beli bj utk dinner mlm nnt kowt????
hehehe....
belilah utk nor skali....
hehehe.....

sempat agi ambik gmbr....
hehehe....
cermin mata hitam papa tuh....
hehehe....

A day out....

kluar ngan miera ari ni....
miera cter ah apa yg jd kat skolah.....
si abg trofi tanya kat miera knp aku lyn dier teruk.....
apa aku nk ckp kt dier....
patut ker aku baik balik ngan dier????
aku nk tp....
aku takut di lukakan....
benci dowh....

td kat jj jumpa abg hafiz ngan abg ash....
nyampah aku tgk abg hafiz dgn awek bru dier tu....
lempang kang bru tau.....
nyampahnya!!!!
peluk sini....
pegang sini....
ngada2 tul....
eee!!!!
benci tul!!!!

Story of the week....

I am so fierce right now....
urgh!!!!
all guys are the same....
USELESS!!!!
baru jer baik demam denggi....
si putera atak sebelah rumah tu cari pasal dgn aku.....
aku sepak kang bru tau....
harap muka jer hensem....
tp rude....
arrogant....
stupid....
self loving.....
ARGH!!!!
i hate him....
who the hell is he think he is.....
ske hati dier jer letak katak atas katil aku....
n ular dlm bilik air....
babi betul mamat tuh!!!!
urgh!!!!
i'm gonna make him pay....

Diya, aku demam....

diya....
aku demam panas....
adik aku pulak denggi.....
aku x pasti aku demam apa....
so boleh x kau tlg bg tahu.....
miera n chah yg aku x dtg skolah ek.....

School.... school.... school....

school....
that is one place i don't wanna be right now....
i'm bored....
stress....
lonely....
sorrow n everything that describe not happy....
i enjoy m time being with my friends....
but they keep hurting my feelings....
its so hard....
i love them but....
i'm not sure they are....
i don't have time 2 talk to diya....
i always alone waiting 4 bus 2 go home....
i always miss him....
i can't focus on my studies....
teachers keep asking me....
what's ur ambition....
n i will answer....
not sure yet....
n they will keep nagging about me not having an ambition yet.....
can't they just understand my situation here....
i have an ambition....
but....
i'm not sure if that ambition is the right ambition....
n i'm not sure....
if it fit me well....
yah!!!!
so much problem....
so much stress....
all this problem n stress come from one thing....
school....
yah!!!!
school sucks!!!!
well....
i have 2 go 2 school 2 have a bright future....
Caiyok!!!!
Fighting!!!!
TVXQ always the best.....

I miss him....

I miss u....
I miss u so much....
I don't want 2 see u....
but I miss u cable guy.....
someone please help me....
I can't get him out of my mind....
every thing around me....
reminds me of him....
even the tree looks like him....
I can't call him or text him or reach him in any way....
because I already make a promise 2 that girl....
now i learn something....
never make a promise that u can't keep.....
well....
I'm trying my best to keep that promise....
things is getting worst every day....
n when I'm sad, tired or lonely....
the first thing that came across my mind is....
him....
when I'm happy and cheerful....
the first person that I want 2 share that happiness beside my parents is....
him....
so tell me how in the world I'm going 2 keep my promise????
SHIT!!!!
life sucks....
but still....
I'm gonna try my best 2 keep this up....
no cable guy....
no love....
just me, myself n I....
caiyok!!!!
fighting!!!!
TVXQ ROCKS!!!!

So busy....

i'm so busy with school....
yah!!!!
school is boring....
have 2 wake up early in the morning....
after that go 2 school....
hear the teacher nagging.....
watch people u hate every day....
urgh!!!! hate it!!!
but school is not that bad....
i have my friends....
i have that cute looking Chinese prefect....
OMG!!!!
he is SO DAMN CUTE!!!!
when he smile....
he looks like closing her eyes....
so cute....
so loving....
so loveble....
owh....
i love him....
i'm in love.....
hahaha!!!!

the thing that always spoiled my mood in school is....
that stupid abg trofi....
URGH!!!
that stupid guy....
urgh!!!!
i hate him!!!!
hate him!!!!

I can't forgive myself....

this past few days....
have been one of the most hardest day in my life....
it feel so hard without her....
everything i do....
i remember Rara....
i can't do this anymore.....
it feel so hurt....
i miss her so damn much....
n i just can't 4give myself....
everyone said....
its not ur fault.....
don't blame urself....
but i it is my fault....
i am blaming myself....
they don't understand how it hurts....
2 know that u wasn't there when ur bestfriend need u the most....
n when u want 2 be by her side....
she already gone 4ever....
n u'll never get 2 see her face ever again....
it hurts so badly....
until i think i want 2 die....
but i don't have the guts 2 kill myself....
i just can't 4give myself....
if i just be patient.....
n stood by her side a little bit longer.....
this wont happen....
she wouldn't kill herself....
n i still have my truest bestfriend....
i wish i could turn back time....
so things wont turned out this way....
i really hate myself....